left behind

sometimes i feel a little lost. this weekend i'm being left behind. he's going to his brother's birthday celebration in his home town. i have a plan mid morning sunday. we'd have to wake up really early to make it to my 'thing' on sunday. he "doesn't feel right about it." about what? waking up early to leave so we can do my thing and also do his. i said it was fine. i said i'd stay home. i still don't get it.